[TO ONE THING CONSTANT, NEVER]
[SWEET INTEL]

[PERSONAL DATA]
name: Tara
age: 25 years old
sex: female
zodiac: scorpio, fire tiger
residence: USA [south]

[ACTIVITIES]
drawing [mainly character/outfit design and fanart]; story planning; hopefully someday story writing; reading; playing games; exercising [walking]; lurking

[♥s]
[ACTIVITIES]; [ASSORTED FAVORITES]; swearing; dogs; cats; small fluffy animals; large fluffy animals; snakes; pigs; musk oxen; character design; costume/clothing design; openCanvas; console RPGS; board games; Pandemic II; early and pre-gun warfare, weaponry, and tactics; oldschool fashion; steampunk; condottieri; costumed heroes; fantasy; fairy tales; etc.

[CURRENT ACTIVE TO SEMI-ACTIVE FANDOMS]
Mass Effect; Homestuck

[DRAWINGS]
thedailydaily
deviantArt [mainly fanart]
tumblr [ditto]

[SORTINGS/LABELS]
westerosorting - Tully



[TO-DO/WORKING ON/PLANNING/ETC.]
[under construction]

last update: 1/26/2012

Joker I am trying to draw you in like nine different pairings (ten if you count both 'verses with Joker/Steve (and they have pretty different feels due to different situations in the different 'verses but eh)) feel the love and be less difficult >:( so then

ten Shep'verses, ten Joker pairings:
Bart'verse: Joker/Tali
Billy'verse: Joker/Billy
Teddy'verse: Joker/Steve
Tomasz'verse: Joker/Kaidan
Misha'verse: Joker/Liara
Makena'verse: Joker/Ash
Amelie'verse: Joker/Kasumi
AJ'verse: Joker/Steve
Roark'verse: Joker/James
Holly'verse: Joker/Jack

feel free to throw pic prompts for them at me I guess if you'd like? :|a (except Joker/Billy I guess since I should probably be coming up with ideas for my own Shep/Joker pairing on my own, heh) (or maybe I should just go out of order and stop trying to draw Joker/Tali first? and/or stop trying to draw on as small a canvas. weh) *flails about trying to draw things*

oh I guess I should post art to my lj, too. including I guess non-ME art. so then!

MASS EFFECT: contains: Billy/Joker (including one semi-/possibly/whatever nsfw piece), Steve, Roark/Steve, Bart/Kaidan, Makena/Sam, and a couple of gun designs (w/ shirtless Joker). also there's a pokemon (Skarmory) in there. and mini-playlist things for Steve, Joker, Kaidan, Sam, and their respective Sheps.
( so )

AVENGERS (movie'verse): contains: The Avengers, Loki (& minor(?) spoilers and a reference to a suicide attempt by a character). and some stuff could be interpreted as Tony/Bruce or Thor/Loki idk
( much )

HAKUOKI: contains: Heisuke/Yukimura, Sanosuke, Nagakura, Okita
( /drawing/ )

and now I just need to start uploading things to deviantART again! ...sob

weh

and then I finally finished an application! and it was long, confusing, and frustrating, especially when it broke into a ridiculously long and frequently redundant personality test! and I'm 99.99999999999etc.% sure I'm not getting that job! and I am 100% sure I am a miserable failure who will never amount to anything. yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~

on a brighter-if-more-confusing note the chibi Tony 'n' Hulk doodle I posted to tumblr yesterday is currently at 463 notes. I am baffled.

*rolls away to do chores & etc.*

have now seen The Avengers twice, this time actually with decent seating! \o/ (the first time we got stuck off-center in the first row so I had to crane my neck up & to the side the whole time, fft) I think this is the first time I've seen a movie in theatres twice. I regret nothing. (also got to stay to see the post-credits scene this time! :D it was presh. )

now if anyone needs me I'll be trying and probably failing to fill out applications some more then probably doodling Avengers and/or Hakuoki & etc. and maybe hopefully stuff while being crushed under the weight of my shame and ineptitude. ...y'know I was pretty happy until I thought that up and typed it out. self-loathing and self-deprecation you have failed me I am very disappointed in all of us.

p.s. did I ever mention that apparently a movie!Black Widow toy isn't set to come out until July that I've seen? so peeved (early images of it I've seen also look pretty unfortunate. disappoint. so very disappoint. that said I don't think I've seen even in preview images a non-mugg-or-whatever-the-fuck toy using Hawkeye's movie design so at least she's got one up on him I guess? Clint's movie costume is very nice though he needs a toy.)

...anyway! *doot*
edit: *-*

I am reasonably certain I shouldn't find online applications or job applications in general so terrifying. an ever-present fear of failure is a terrible thing to have when you're acknowledgedly an entirely useless complete failure as a person, I'm afraid.

*stares at applications some more* ...*considers taking up drinking* but knowing my luck I'd probably just be more afraid of things after consuming alcohol...

...

orz

okita stop making me want to kiss my psp

also I have never been so enthused to have a character say they intended to kill my character

this roooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuute this gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame

...and apparently I messed up somewhere because I got a game over/bad end asdfghjkl;lkjh (and then I had to resort to a faq)

how did this wind up being possibly the sweetest route asdfghjklkjhgfdsdfghjklkjhgfdsdfghj

last endings to get: dickface's and the forever alone ending. ...I don't wannaaaaaaaaa :(

if you have a psp, I am seriously/heartily recommending hakuoki. I am just saying. asdfghjhgf feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels

drawin' dump time
Joker, Garrus, James, Steve, mShep/Garrus

( contains NSFW material )